There are things I want to say, only I don't speak a language powerful enough to say them. More disturbing, I doubt the existence of a medium able to express them. Words I once longed to hold meaning, can no longer contain the volumes of meaning I must associate to them. Love, happiness, together, alive, longing, adoration, commitment, respect .. Why does it seem impossible to define these feelings?
I lie in bed, my mind racing to put words together to somehow express the way I feel, and frustrated, I turn to you, and in your eyes .. I see myself, and in that moment .. Something happens in my heart. I feel relieved that you know I love you, that you love me. I feel whole and complete in a way I doubt many people would understand. A wave of calm rushes over me, and all I can do is hold you tight. I am speechless, and we are timeless.
In that moment, I find meaning in existence. Its purpose clear; ensure you and I share these few minutes together. Happy. Truly Alive. Undeniably in Love. Forever in that moment, and eternally onward.
Someday, I'll know what to say. Until then, I'll enjoy the silence.